Spirit Children: Juliette’s Story of Spiritual Infertility and Healing

There are some stories that begin not in clinics or waiting rooms, but beside a platter of nibbles at a networking function.

That’s where I met Juliette...

She was the wife of an associate attending the event - softly spoken and shy. As we stood together making small talk by the nibbles table, something stirred in her. Her voice suddenly dropped to a whisper...

“I don’t know why I’m sharing this,” she said, with a voice low and lip trembling. “I’m such a private person.”

This is how many of the deepest healings begin in my world: when readiness meets resonance.

A Heart Full of Hope — and Loss

Juliette had one beautiful child through IVF — a miracle she’d surrendered so much for. But what followed was a mystery...

Three years.

Multiple miscarriages.

Inconclusive medical results.

No specialist able to explain why.

She had tried it all: rest, diet, detoxes, acupuncture, hormone therapy, womb massage - even spiritual rituals from across the world.

Still… nothing.

The Quiet Guilt She Carried

For years, Juliette carried a deep, unspoken guilt. She already had one child - and that alone, she believed, should have been enough. But her heart ached for another. And yet, she felt shame for wanting more - as though to long for another baby made her greedy, ungrateful or somehow undeserving.

She questioned herself often:

“Maybe this is all I get. Maybe I’m selfish for wanting more.”

Beneath the shame, there was a deeper wound around self-worth. She feared she was being punished - for wanting too much, for not being grateful enough, for somehow getting it wrong. These thoughts, like quiet shadows, had shaped her relationship with her body and her motherhood story.

In her session, we gently and compassionately inquired together. I reminded her - and her body - that she wasn’t wrong for what her soul desired. That her longing wasn’t indulgent, it was sacred.

It was important for Juliette to know that she was worthy of what her heart was asking for. The desire to bring more life through her wasn’t something to suppress or apologise for - it was a call to be trusted.

At the end of our time together, she had softened. Her grief shifted.

Self-permission slowly began to replace her self-punishment.

What I Discovered in Juliette's Session

When Juliette arrived for her first healing, I could feel a heaviness in her lower abdomen and pelvis. I could feel the presence of spirit children - pregnancies that never fully arrived earth side - still housed energetically in her womb.

But there was more...

One of the most powerful imprints came from a past life - a lifetime in which Juliette had lost her only child. The heavy energy in her abdomen carried immense, unprocessed sorrow. A wound so deep it spanned timelines, echoing in the silence of her womb and her heart.

That soul-shattering grief, unresolved and unacknowledged, had settled into the intercellular memory of her body, influencing not just her emotions, but her energetic availability to receive life again.

In session, we met that grief gently. We held space for that sorrow and loss, allowing it to breathe... And then, we cleared it - that deep, ancient wounding - so her body could stop carrying the story of punishment and begin remembering what it feels like to be whole, loved, worthy and ready again.

I sensed the stuck spirit children from previous lifetimes - soul bonds that had never been fully released. These six souls - still bonded to her - were fully present and filled with such love for their mother. But it was time to set them free.

And as we met these beloved children in sacred space, a proper farewell was facilitated. Layers of grief dissolved as many tears fell. And Juliette's heart and womb were cleared.

Her spirit children were finally in their rightful place.

At no time had Juliette failed. She had simply never been given the space to forgive herself. The deep, heart-wrenching pain she felt was also the greatest, highest love she could finally feel and receive from all of her children.

A Spiritual Infertility Healing

Once we had created sacred space to reunite and say goodbye, to honour each spirit child and to clear what wasn’t hers to carry anymore...

And we had soothed the sorrow wrapped around her heart like a second skin.

A second divine blessing occurred...

A single, bright light appeared in Juliette's field. A tiny sparkle. Not a remnant of sorrow — but a soul waiting to arrive. I felt him instantly. Joyful. Present. Ready.

Juliette was ready to receive again.

A Surprising Update...

Two months later, Juliette was pregnant, and had conceived successfully through IVF. She carried her son to full term and birthed him gently earthside.

But the blessings didn’t stop there.

Eleven months later, she conceived again - this time, naturally and very unexpectedly - bringing a beautiful daughter into the world. A surprise beyond measure!

One healing.

Two babies.

Juliette's story had been rewritten through courage, energy healing and the power of reconnection.

A Moment I’ll Never Forget

I met Juliette’s little boy a few months after he was born. His eyes sparkled with the same light I’d seen in her session - bright and joyful.

When we met, our eyes locked - and he smiled… almost with excitement to say, "Look, I'm here!" and my acknowledgement back of, "Hello, Little One, yes you are!."

Juliette turned to me and whispered:

“Every time he hears your voice on Zoom…he lights up. It’s like he recognises you.”

And in that moment, I knew he did.

✉️ A Gentle Note From Me:

Juliette's medicine story shares a beautiful outcome, but I want to lovingly acknowledge that every healing journey is unique. Spiritual infertility healing is not a promise of conception. It’s an invitation to explore what may be unresolved - energetically, emotionally or spiritually - and return to yourself with kindness and compassion.

This is also a gentle reminder that sometimes, what you carry may not even originate in this lifetime. So often we are quick to blame ourselves, or think we are being punished, doing something wrong or being dealt a karmic hand - but in my experience over the years, everything is energy first.

If this story stirred something in you, let it be a soft reminder: you are not broken. And there may be more to your story than you’ve ever been told.

Where to from here?

I believe that shared stories are medicine - they provide hope and courage to those who are walking through difficult times and are looking for a sign.

Her Story was created to share the real, raw and reverent medicine stories of healing that have transformed the hearts and lives of hundreds of brave women - including my own. And it is my deep heart calling to help you remember, and to remind you of what is truly possible.

Feel welcome to make a tea, get cosy and read more medicine stories here.

🕊️ If you felt something stir as you read this, perhaps it is time to rewrite your story too.

With love,

Olivia x

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